Freedom of Hope

This is suppose to be the moon. I guess that it did not came out right at all. I think that we are all free to hope, the heart that hopes can have everything, actually it has everything. Seeing people succeed challenges you of doing more and doing your best. Inspiration comes from odd things, random moment, random people. I got inspired today, by an actor/business man. I'll write about him in a new post.

God has His ways to make thing work out for those who believe. Those who have hope that everything will be alright...

Believing is everything.

Some people are meant to...

Some people are meant to write, to make poetry that touches the soul of the reader
Some are meant to sing, with mermaid voices...
I checked out some blog, of a random fan girl of jdramas, it was so pretty, that I do not like my own for a couple of second. The idea of having a blog was at first to be able to publish my pictures. But now I am starting to write, some random things, I hate when it doesn't make sense at all.

Lies

This post is not suppose to exist but since I am trying to think about something other than math, here I am, writing things that does not make sense at all. I just feel sad, trust me it's far from depression, it just a nervous breakdown... This is not good. But I'll tell you tomorrow I will tell you a love story, a weird one. I guess you can call that a love story. Maybe it was all just lies...

Peace is not a feeling...

I am still looking for something new, trying to find someone to come and rock my world. I hope that I will make the most of this present. even though it sucks, but I guess that everything is worth it. Somehow I just want peace. I love the rain, but I want the rainy days to be over.

"Peace is not a feeling, but a knowing of You''-Cherri Keaggy.

Life is a bitch

It's been a long time that I cried for random reason, well today wasn't the greatest day. I am just trying to reach my goal. A goal that has been set long ago. When I fail at certain things especially when someone is counting on me to do my best: I feel horrible. I hate failure... if I am myself I can comprehend why I failed. but since someone was counting on me, it hurts...

Life is a bitch, it's not even easy on you the times you need it to be.

Shishiu

I read Shirota Yuu's blog and he was talking about this chapel that he saw and he said that he wanted to get married there. lol I've never thought that man of 22 year old think about marriage. Well I think that the chapel was pretty cool and very antique, good luck to him on finding the right girl.^^
The picture is random, I just though about premature love. mmm I really don't know why but this plant doesn't have all of it flowers bloomed. But oddly the plant looks just perfect, like it does not need anymore flowers to become beautiful.

First Love

People say that first love is one to always remember, I believe so. In Utada's song "First Love'' I can feel her connection through the song. I believe that her first lover is definetely remembered. Me? I don't know through my poetry I immortalise the people that I love. So my wish is one day to write a book that can be published nationally. I do not know what it is going to be about but I know that it will be awesome. God has put this passion in my heart.

The sky at Meredith, is beautiful, just like first love.

Go Go Chan!!

Sigh... I guess I was suppose to post something that goes with the title Go Go Chan!! (a Korean Song) but I guess this one will do to. I bought this ring when I moved here, I just like the fact that it was pretty, but I did not know what it meant for others. One day in my English 10th class, my teacher, Mrs Moore. grabbed my finger and told me that it looked like an engagement ring. I did not get what she meant then. Today I pulled his ring out, for some reason I kept it even tough it is fading away, as you can see it's fake. I pulled the ring out and I just imagine how it would feel if actually someone that you love give this to you. Of course I could not figure out how I'll feel or even feel how I'll feel if I get something like that from someone...

The simple things that means more than just things, sometimes they are the only memories that we have from the past...

Things I can't have

''Believing is everything'' but there are some obvious thing that we all know we can't have. When I watched ''My boss, My hero'' yesterday, I learned like always, I guess that this is one major thing in most of the Japanese Drama you either learn or laugh or you do both. Why do we learn? I don't know I guess it give us hope maybe?? I really don't know, I know that the answer is not to become smarter, that is not the main reason of learning. Back to my point, thing that we can't have. Sometimes our hearts fail us... especially when we fall in love or even have a crush on someone... I am not in love, I am not a foolish fan girl, I don' even have a crush on this guy... He is just someone that I can't have: someone that I can't have a crush on, someone that I can't love, someone that I can't become a fan of; Yampani (my own made nickname) aka Yamashita Tomohisa. ~~

Chasing Dogs

This little girl is pretty and cute, she has blonde hair and blue eyes, I just thought that she will be the perfect model for this background... She was chasing some teacher's dogs... I sounds like chasing cars but this scene was much more innocent and pure also joyful.

Fountain of Youth

This is the fountain by the Math and Science building, my favorite place at Meredith College. It is not working properly now, because of the drought, but I hope that soon, before winter it will get well soon... I wish I could upload the sound it produces....

Tears in a broken heart

I especially love this picture because, not only for the girl in the background with a pink umbrella, but aslo because you can't see the rain. That is my main reason of taking the picture under the rain, I knew that it wouldn't shown, just like tears inside a broken heart... :)

Life is a chance, Love is infinity, Grace is reality. -Yogi

Rainy Day

It started raining today and I promised myself that I will take pictures under the rain, I did, this is my Favorite Place at Meredith. The fountain on the other side used to work, it still work but... I love the rain, I have a cold thinking that it rained when I was born, but I've never asked mom. When it started to sprinkle, I stood outside with my umbrella on my hand, and my eyes closed, I just thought about making a memory... Just to remember this day.

Beehive

This place is called Beehive, in my college that is where I like to stay the most. Since the gray days are coming this is the best refuge. Usually I tend to stay outside by the fountain but it's getting cooler, I don't want to catch a cold. Now it is pretty empty...

Pictures

Lately I found out that I love art, I do poetry mostly but now photography is really getting into me. I like making icons and I started doing this yesterday.