There is something else to worry about....

I was doing fine, when I did not know that. I mean I looked for it at some points so maybe I deserve it. But it is getting crappier as I am trying to move on with my life. This is not good. I keep on asking why so much hatred against us? why? I want to move on, I want to carry on with my life as if nothing happen, i want to bring that light with me. I want to make people's darkest day the brightest. I want to live my dream and forget all those haters and all those pains from the past. I want to be able to forget, all this pain that I cause to myself while I was looking for something ''new'', I am so sorry please mend this broken heart. This is a Lame world with so much madness